Lately I’ve been a very weird mood, one which even I don’t understand. Let’s see, I’m not:
I need to do something that excites me, something that will bring me out of this miserable mood. I have no will-power to do the things that used to make me smile, and deep down I feel horrible about it. Blogging, unfortunately is one of those things.
When I started my blog it was a way for me to let out whatever was in my heart. I used it as my very own virtual diary, it was my way of letting the world know who I really was. And almost a year and a half in, I feel like I’m losing the passion for it. My posts list is full of drafts, every time I write something I begin to second guess myself, and discard it.
I think I know what needs to be done. This year, and for the very first time in my adult life, I haven’t made a New Year’s Resolution, and even though we’re 5 months into the year, this is my resolution for the rest of 2010: Do something exciting once a month!
I am going to challenge myself, and do something that will bring some joy into my life, something that’ll help me de-stress and take some time off for myself. And yes, I will blog about it. Here’s hoping I don’t fail at the first hurdle.
Now, to find that something exciting. Wellington’s a great city, with many sights and sounds, so Google, here I come!